i want to be thin,.,, i have binged and binged and purged a little and then binged some more this weekend. actually its been the whole week!!! fucksakes its crap. i hate my self and i now that tomo i MUST start again!!!!!!!! 

So this is my first entry,

today i have had a reasonable day.. i have eaten, 1 bowl of bran flakes with Soya milk, 2 rice cakes and fruit as followed :- 2 plums, 1 apricot, 10 strawberries and 10 grapes, 1 can of diet coke and 2 DISCUSTING ALCOHOLIC DRINKS!!!! . im not sure of my total Kcal intake but i can imagine its high!!! i really really REALLY want to weigh 6 st 10lbs!!! but i know im an awful long way off yet :-/  i shall work very very hard tomorrow!!! also i havent binged for 2 days which is really cool, but i really want to be able to purge again, i dont know what has happened to me- i cant do it anymore without pain/blood !!?! oh well :) tomorrows a new day!!